Turn Around...


Today started off fine enough. But it, along with my mood has taken a turn. Im now feeling a little down, with no real reason. Outside it is dark and gloomy and the rain is intense. A mirror perhaps. My mind wont settle. 

But, at the same time, I have high hopes for another turn around. I am excited to get home, get cozy, and dive into more crafts and art. All of this crafting has really been helping me out lately. Creativity is a high. And its left me alone with my thoughts, and Ive really enjoyed it.

So, for now, I will allow myself to wallow. Really feel the depth of the darkness right now. Because I know it will be my bottom. The day will only get better. Brighter. I know it. Let it in. Embrace it. Feel it. Then let it go.

How are you today?


  1. i'm fine today girl.. i'll also pray for your fine condition and happiness

  2. I love this. I hope you feel better soon. Wallow al you want, but then smile again.

  3. Anonymous17.12.09

    like "sheiswinterwest" said: cheer up. there's nothing to be sad about dear. you have an amazing life ahead of you :)

  4. It's okay to be sad, feel what you feel, just remember that people love you.
    Remember to smile!




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a folding, umbrellalike, fabric device for allowing a person, to float down safely through the air from a great height.

“But it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once and it’s too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.” — American Beauty