"Choosing a path meant having to miss out on others. She had a whole life to live, and she was always thinking that, in the future, she might regret the choices she made now."

Paul Coelho,  Brida



Thank goodness. 
I feel like all I do is wander. 
From thought to thought. 
Day to day. 
Dream to dream.
Finding my way. 

Big girls say...

all great changes


lets freaking hope so.

Im not perfect.


This week has been bananas for me! I have had a few things go terribly wrong and am trying my best to make some freaking lemonade! A couple of these things were out of my control but one was most definitely my fault. WOOPS! I am currently paying for past mistakes, that damn karma, she really can be a bitch sometimes.  But, im stepping up, owning my poor decisions and trying to spin things till they look shiny enough for me. Cant wait till this is over and I can look back a laugh. But for now I am riding it out, doing my best to get through this storm. Party on party people!



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a folding, umbrellalike, fabric device for allowing a person, to float down safely through the air from a great height.

“But it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once and it’s too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.” — American Beauty